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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2012 15:16:21 GMT -5
The Good News is seeking help, the Terrible news would have been choosing not to seek help  |
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Post by Zeithri on Aug 5, 2012 15:32:17 GMT -5
It's still terrible!
But yes, it is good... But terrible!
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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2012 15:37:07 GMT -5
Terribly Good  |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2012 15:46:18 GMT -5
So I found this stray kitten couple days ago on an abandoned road. It ran into the bushes when I came driving around a corner, so I went to go investigate because it looked like a harmless kitty, sure enough it was. I gave it a roof over its head but have no real intention to keep it since I alread have another cat, so looking for a home for it.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2012 17:01:04 GMT -5
All this talk is making me miss my girl, we were so comfortable with each other on the bed. I miss her so much, even cried for her. And this guy Raison accused me of dumb stuff. chasing after an 16 yr old when he is in his 20's It did piss me off but at the same time I needed to acknowledge it out of respect. And if raison continues to accuse me of shit, I will show him the girls I was involved with.... assuming he is still a virgin why he kept bringing my name up.... I'm just tired.... I can gladly say I'm no longer a friend of raison. not after all this pointless shit I seen. I didn't really look at this because I was embarrassed to see what I posted under the sauce, but I feel the need to clarify some false statements. She wasn't 16, she was 18, don't know why I said that. I'm just as guilty as Raison because I tend to like young girls myself, above the legal age limit that is. I was starting to get annoyed of previous acquisitions of him stating I had a thing for her. He even accused me of another member of a different board, which was starting to annoy me, it bothered me. Unfortunately, that all had to come out when I was being a drunk. That's why I'm also seeking help with my addiction, I've lost friendships over it, own family members because of alcohol problems. The last relationship I was in broke me down completely. I was doing all this stuff like to stop drinking for her and just turn my life around all for her and next thing you know, it takes a turn for the worst. I've been trying to deal with it as best I can but not doing so good apparently. I feel I need to back off from girls and just figure stuff out for myself, get myself fixed up. That is where I am. |
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Post by Zeithri on Aug 5, 2012 17:08:48 GMT -5
I had a partner once who would be a real sweetheart.
That is whenever he was drunk or high on drugs because otherwise he was an egotistic suicidal jerk. I did contact him last year asking if his life had improved out of compassion but it had not. He promised we'd keep contact but nope, he ran off from me again. May he find peace in whatever he chooses to do.
I have never gone to alcohol nor drugs because I know their destructive powers and I'd rather be shy and unable to talk than to drink to have fun and be someone I am not. I hold alcohol and drugs in very low regard and I in general look down upon everyone who uses it - or at least I used to when I was younger and more idealistic and cynical. Now I am more acceptant as long as people don't try to force it upon me or try to convince me why it's good when it's clearly not.
HOWEVER, I am two-sided about this.
Because I want to try Sake in the future.
Bite me.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2012 17:31:16 GMT -5
Well, it's always nice when the girl checks up on her previous partnet to see how he's been doing in life. It made me feel better when a girl I was involved with screwed off and on me, then contacted me seeing how I was doing. It's always nice.
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Post by Zeithri on Aug 5, 2012 17:35:28 GMT -5
That's only if ones intentions are pure and honest.
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Post by Ascended Mermaid on Aug 5, 2012 18:16:05 GMT -5
Sake isn't all that bad. I find myself in a good mood when I have some, but I only have some when I'm in a good mood.  The trick to alcohol is to be smart about it; either do it when you *will* have a good time, or don't do it at all -- drink responsibly. |
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Post by Raison D'etritus on Aug 6, 2012 15:17:04 GMT -5
In response to Salamander's stuff: I did not make false accusations. I said stuff about DraconisMarch, and you popped up and told everybody I was talking about you. When I cleared it up, you said that everything I'd said about DM also fit you--and I said that he was infatuated with her to the point he pretended to like everything she did. You accused yourself; all I did was roll with it when you tried to recant what you'd already said (and frankly, the fact you'd only talked to me on Facebook to grill me about her, and then proceeded to tell lies to cause more problems between she and I made it easy for me to believe). And I only skimmed stuff due to lack of time, but if the virgin talk is about me--late bloomer (lost it at 19  ), but I used to be engaged, so I got enough to warrant the five year celibacy. (and a hint to anyone who has trouble getting laid--decide you don't want to) And this isn't me coming back. This place has come to really annoy me. I may drop in on occasion. Zeithri, I'll get back to you eventually. |
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Post by Zeithri on Aug 6, 2012 16:33:34 GMT -5
Yay Raison!
No, the virgin talk were in regards that people these days use it as an insult.
Try 22 as late bloomer and really wanting it.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 6, 2012 18:40:06 GMT -5
Hey, at least you bloomed.
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Post by Zeithri on Aug 7, 2012 5:13:29 GMT -5
That is true and for that, I am happy.
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Post by Raison D'etritus on Aug 7, 2012 8:22:25 GMT -5
You provide more chat than just " Spam the Ys threads". You provide an sorta-equal mind to talk about stuff to. But get your own internet provider and get IM and don't tell me you don't believe in that because that's horse #%¤&. Well isn't that delightfully conceited!  + rep  1.Skeletore Has a Boner 2. Schlagwerk 3. Karura (?) 4. . . . Regalsin (?.?.?) (  ) But no, really, I hate IM, chat, etc.. I always felt guilty just for wasting an hour or two of my time on PMs; wasting five times that having whatever productive task I'm doing interrupted. . . unacceptable. If the discussion is philosophical and profound, it can be forgiven. . . but if it's idle banter, I can't spare time that could be put into DOING something. Even if that something is as simple as a game or a book (something that can be "completed," which human discourse cannot). Yes idle discourse is good for the mood, and I quite enjoy it, obviously. . . but d'etre trumps d'etritus. (with d'etre defined phenomenologically as intentional circumspection) |
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Post by Raison D'etritus on Aug 7, 2012 8:32:54 GMT -5
I must apologize for my yesterdays posts as I was drunk most of the day and see that my posts should have been deleted by moderators but were left in tact. I'm very sorry for posting inappropriate content. Haven't been paying attention, huh? It's only trolling if I respond to it. |
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Post by Raison D'etritus on Aug 7, 2012 8:33:30 GMT -5
Yay Raison! No, the virgin talk were in regards that people these days use it as an insult. Try 22 as late bloomer and really wanting it. Wrong: |
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Post by Zeithri on Aug 7, 2012 8:37:37 GMT -5
But no, really, I hate IM, chat, etc.. I always felt guilty just for wasting an hour or two of my time on PMs; wasting five times that having whatever productive task I'm doing interrupted. . . unacceptable. If the discussion is philosophical and profound, it can be forgiven. . . but if it's idle banter, I can't spare time that could be put into DOING something. Even if that something is as simple as a game or a book (something that can be "completed," which human discourse cannot). Yes idle discourse is good for the mood, and I quite enjoy it, obviously. . . but d'etre trumps d'etritus. (with d'etre defined phenomenologically as intentional circumspection) Idon'tgetit. Yay Raison! No, the virgin talk were in regards that people these days use it as an insult. Try 22 as late bloomer and really wanting it. Wrong: I was countering your point about... whatever it was.. using my own experience. |
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Post by schlagwerk on Aug 7, 2012 12:46:40 GMT -5
Hey, wait, what did I do this time? I've got no clue what's going on. My response to internet drama is just to ignore it because it usually stems from any or all of the participants taking stuff to seriously that really isn't important. Like there's a PSO2 translation topic that erupted into liquid hot drama just because people were arguing over how to romanize character names. <-- this is a silly extreme There was a time and a different me who would've cared. I can even say such grand things like I once knew someone on the internet who I connected to on such a deep level that when she flipped out and told me I was the most egocentric person she ever knew (she was right) it left me with emotional scars that still exist 10 years later, and most of them I still don't know that I have. But I live on and have grown despite it.. these days my worries are things like keeping my job, having the money to keep & repair my house, and trying to start a family |
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Post by lailmith on Aug 8, 2012 17:13:40 GMT -5
313 Pages of Randomness!  |
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Post by Trebia on Aug 12, 2012 14:39:58 GMT -5
Opened a blog.
Don´t know if do it in English, or Spanish.
For now, it´s in Spanish.
(Trying to break the ice, too).
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The trick to alcohol is to be smart about it; either do it when you *will* have a good time, or don't do it at all -- drink responsibly.
), but I used to be engaged, so I got enough to warrant the five year celibacy. 
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