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Post by AllenSmithee on Jan 25, 2009 19:26:56 GMT -5
Yeah, I got my hair cut, and the guy didn't do it how I asked. At all. But I'm not gonna let it ruin my plans or my confidence. I'm just gonna have fun  I guess it looks okay anyways. I'm going shopping with her and my friend (probably my best friend at school, who is her best friend and... yeah) which'll be pretty cool. We all get along so it'll be fun, and I'm not doing this as a quest to get with her. I'm doing this as a friendly day of fun fun fun. |
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Post by Justin on Jan 26, 2009 9:59:47 GMT -5
Bah to be young again... things were so complicated back then. It gets really blunt and simple as you get older, trust me.
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Post by AllenSmithee on Jan 26, 2009 14:43:23 GMT -5
Of course.
That is why I hate it. I mean, it makes you look at things like they're crazy, but it isn't much of a big deal at all.
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Post by Justin on Jan 27, 2009 14:32:35 GMT -5
You will learn to appreciate the charm of innocence, but only with time dude. Youth is wasted on the young; Great quote, but I can't remember who coined the phrase.
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Post by AllenSmithee on Jan 27, 2009 15:56:23 GMT -5
Oh man, you don't know how much I love innocence. It is what keeps the world alive
I seriously value it like super amounts.
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Post by AllenSmithee on Feb 8, 2009 20:08:35 GMT -5
Fuuck yeah! I got a date with the girl I like!
Well not really. She's got a boyfriend and its not a date! But this could prove that she likes me to her!
Or something
fuck.
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Post by Kimimi on Feb 9, 2009 0:23:55 GMT -5
Why do you want to date someone who is happy to go on dates with other guys when they already have a boyfriend? That's pretty much set up to fail before you even start.
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Post by AllenSmithee on Feb 9, 2009 17:20:17 GMT -5
No its not actually a date I'm just calling it a date in my head because it makes me feel like a ladies man.  |
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Post by AllenSmithee on Feb 14, 2009 13:05:12 GMT -5
Sweet, she dumped him.
And their relationship kinda ended a while ago, just never officially so it makes me feel not-bad about what I do.
We certainly got close yesterday! Instead of going to the movies I just hung out with her at her place with our friend. I'm beginning to feel like I can do this!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2009 14:36:31 GMT -5
I hope you didn't kill him... to get closer to her...
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Post by AllenSmithee on Feb 14, 2009 14:51:40 GMT -5
Naw, that's only a last resort In all honesty that guy did nothing wrong, they just didn't like eachother that much. No one deserves to die here!  |
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Post by Ascended Mermaid on Mar 7, 2009 20:37:27 GMT -5
I think I'll give dating an actual shot someday. I mean, if someone wants to risk their reputation with me, that may be sad but I shouldn't let it trouble me as much as I have been. How can it be fair to either one of us if I'm the only one saying no all the time? Denying myself and someone else "our" "happiness" may prevent hurting someone in the long term, but all I'm doing is punishing myself for being a living, breathing human being. I may be damaged goods, but what right do I have in denying someone else the ability to join me and be damaged goods by my side? Good lord. Actually, this sounds pretty fucked up. I don't think I'm heartless enough to screw up someone else's life like that.  They can love me, but they can't LOVE me. No way! XD |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 9, 2009 20:33:01 GMT -5
Hmm... doesnt sound like you think too highly of yourself  Sometimes I wonder, in the past I denied one girl that wanted to go out without for a dumb reason. And I've also had friends come up to me and ask me, why didnt you go out with that hot chick? and Im like huh??? what are you talking about  It is hard to tell when I girl likes you for sure, I was checking out this one girl and I got caught and she didnt give me a really nice look, or so i thought, then that week she came and talked to me out of nowhere, she was really nice and i thought all along she didnt like me  and same with this other girl so its really hard to tell these kinds of things. but sadly my last date sucked and dropped my confidence, Im still looking for my dream girl, I hope I find her one day  |
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Post by Ascended Mermaid on Mar 9, 2009 20:48:04 GMT -5
It's not that I don't think too highly of myself, I just have a "condition" and felt lesser inclined to risk anyone else's health. However, talking with this one chick assured me that it's okay to take risks -- because it's both unfair to both parties, and I can't be damning myself because someone decided to fuck up my life. I almost tried dating again, but I'd entirely misread her intentions with me -- hugely, like what she said wasn't what she meant. (I am really special, and our friendship was like "stars-aligning rare"; that came from someone who believes in soulmates, so I thought that maybe, that's where her mind went.) That, or I haven't solved every problem and kissed everyone under the sun and shade yet. (Not a shameless Chulip plug.) I'm not mad at her, I'm happy that she's out on a date tonight and I wish her the best of luck. I'll find someone sometime, someplace. It'll totally happen, because nobody dies alone. There's no such thing as hermits, and everyone's happy. XD Therefore, it'll happen for me. It will. >_> I just know it will. I mean, I've come this far: I'm making friends (which I refused to before), I'm considering dating (I downright rejected the idea before), and I'm trusting people again. So why not?! XD It will happen. *nods* It will. If it doesn't work out the first 1,000 times, who's to say 1,001 isn't my lucky number? |
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They can love me, but they can't LOVE me. No way! XD
It is hard to tell when I girl likes you for sure, I was checking out this one girl and I got caught and she didnt give me a really nice look, or so i thought, then that week she came and talked to me out of nowhere, she was really nice and i thought all along she didnt like me 
and same with this other girl so its really hard to tell these kinds of things. 
